I wanna die...
I wanna die...
I don't feel alright....
I wanna cry but I can't...
I stopped listening to my songs since they make me wanna throw my Ipod to the wall especially 'Hoshiyomi'.
Boo~ and I call myself the The 78th Hoshiyomi...
My drawings are degrading, my songs are uninspiring and I have strange urges to kill myself.
I think I should go back mass drinking my anti-depressants but still what is the purpose of anti-depressants that they still make you depressed?
...and that Tatiana girl in American Idol is making it worse. >8C
Maybe I'm going back to my lonely persona *sigh*
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*hugs her*
ReplyDelete*hugs phira* i'll be with you if you need a listening ear...i'm sure there are many others who are willing as well.
ReplyDeleteWhat they said. Cutting yourself off will only make you feel worse. Why do that when you have people willing to help? Oh, and becoming dependent on anti-depressant drugs is not a good idea. Avoid that any way you can.
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ReplyDeleteSeconded.
I've always found your pictures and songs to be brilliant, Phira! Please don't think for a second that they are anything like degrading or uninspiring.
ReplyDeleteI would really love to see you and waterlily team up one day! ^_^